Something more.

10.30PM, got home about an hour ago.

woke up @ approximately 12 o'clock. Hub picked me @ 3o'clock.
Today was supposedly to be a blast but it turned out to be not that good. apparently, i'm an epic failure towards almost everything of my life.

I've the urge to blurt things out all in a sudden, which will be regarding to him. Others could skip this post, if you want to.

It was ridiculous & insane to see things change so much within a blink of an eye. I was once so depressed and was once so tired & sick of love. Right at that moment, I thought I wouldn't want to get involve with any relationship no more. But you, you somehow came into my life. Remember how we became friends? Then remember how we actually started contact each other? Til you actually confess to me bout you falling for me from the last year of July? Apparently, I didn't realize your existence. I was once blind by someone else. I was immature, I didn't know what am I thinking by that time. I don't know what's in my mind.

All I know is that, I'm outta control. You got hurt, ever so badly. Still you reached out & came to me. You tried your hardest to make me happy. And guess what? You did it. I've got to acknowledge, I was goddamn blind by that time. I should've realise. But what has done, is done. I'm just lucky to have you right now. So lucky that I've found you. Idk how long will we actually last, I'm so afraid of losing someone I love, appreciate so much.

No point worrying things that we can't even predict. All I know now, I'll cherish every single moment i'm spending with you. Like i've mentioned yesterday, I'll appreciate every single steps we've made and the one we're making today.

I thank you for bringing back to live. You're the one who I complain so much things to you & you always there to listen. You actually bring joy/happiness to my life, I sincerely thank you that. I'm hoping we'll last til the end. I do mean it from the bottom of my heart. I'm sure of myself that I would want to last this relationship, with you.


I Love You & happy 17th birthday ALZL ♥